MAYBE IF YOU DID YOUR JOB IT WOULDN’T BE LIKE THIS :^)
i think this looks deeper than it is supposed to be.
i swear its just going to end up on a grunge blog.
What it means is “The insomnia i have from my deppresion and stress keep me up all night wondering why I even exist”. Those are our monsters….
No, actually it’s just a Minecraft reference to when you try and sleep and there are mobs nearby…
I’M lA IGHING SO HARD RIGHT NOW b YE
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t retarded and finished college and went to uni at the standard age and time so I could be out, and I could meet new people and just feel a part of things again.
But I didn’t, and so here I am, spending all my time on league and only ever talking to people online. I feel like I’m failing college again and my attendance is awful, but I get everything done. I honestly don’t know what I’d do if I was kicked out again. I definitely wouldn’t have the motivation to start it again. I started college after a year of gaming because I didn’t want to do nothing with my life, and I wanted to be an animator, or a character designer, but the path to it is much harder.
All I do now is college work at home and try and improve at league. Honestly, I think the thing I’ve put most effort in for the past two years is hai’s stream, and now oddone’s. Everything league related. I feel like such a shit, I want people to leave me alone but I just want them here too. I want to talk but I don’t care about the solutions because it bugs me because I just can’t do it.I wished everyone lived close, I wish some people would live with me so I could be there all the time and they’d be with me all the time.
This week is the week the college will ask people to leave, and I’m worried that one of them will be me. I’d go as far to say I wish I would just drop dead, but that’s only rarely and that’ll be just too much.
- Click This
- Make A Self Portrait Using The Doll Maker You Got.
- Post It.
A FUCKIG TRADITIONAL POLISH COSTUME GENERATOR REALLLY??!?!??!????????????????????????????? really?
fuck y’all im a dragon mermaid thing
I GOT DOOM PRINCESS
this is silly
i don’t even look like that
LifeStraw purifies water instantly and inexpensively: it is a solution that can provide millions of under-privileged people with safe drinking water.
reblogging again because science
Seriously, Science. Do your thing.
IT’S ONLY 20$.
OH MY GOD
I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR TUMBLR TO GET WIND OF THIS
I’ll always signal boost this because not only does this work for people in under privilege areas it’s also proof of human ingenuity.
Really, we kids that grew up in the early 90s were all told about how we had to conserve water because drinkable water was such a rare resource and people in foreign lands were basically fucked up the ass because there was no way for them to get drinking water. 20 years and 20 bucks later one of the biggest problems humanity faced is a non issue. THAT’S FUCKING CRAZY!
Somebody should start one of those online donate things where people can donate money to buy these to send to areas with unsafe drinking water. But somebody other than me should do it because I don’t know how to do that kind of thing or get the word out.
this is amazing
FYI to everyone, if you purchase a LifeStraw through EarthEasy, they will send you a LifeStraw and also send one to the Philippines (through the Rotary Water Projects) so that the victims of Typhoon Haiyan can have safe drinking water. So if you were thinking of buying one, buy through them, not Amazon. It’s the same price.
Follow-up to above, you also can donate directly to the LifeStraw fundraiserhere without needing to buy one for yourself. You have drinking water right now. You can wait to get this. They cannot.
Healthy people don’t crawl into bed at 8pm and simply give up on the day.
Today I’m officially admitting that I have a problem and that it’s time for me to seek help. I’ve been trying to understand what’s wrong with me for over a year now and it’s become painfully apparent that I’m not going to…
It’ll all very good and cliche to say I know how you feel but I know how you feel. I however, have stopped writing things down, usually it is on tumblr but I got really bad hate messages from it so I’ve stopped, (and plus, I hate reading what I write down, or talking about it because this is literally how I format it in my brain, and it just goes down.) I guess I get embarrassed, but I’m going to reply to you. I’ve been a bit funny for about a year and a half now, I’ve tried medication but it didn’t seem to work for me. All my family are against it, so I don’t really take any, but I don’t mind, I’ll get better eventually. If it’s realizing I need pills after all this time, or something else, it will get better.
Everything’s hard and you don’t want to do anything because it’s just not fun. I wanted to carry on with college and I wanted to do all these things but I just couldn’t get out and do them. It got to the point where I dropped out and thought, am I kidding myself with what I want to do. So I took that year to just play games, and it was all very well and good but I have to do something. But I worry I’m slipping back into the phase that made me drop out. Then it’ll be even harder on me because I know I won’t start going places and doing things again.
It’s just, I understand and I’m sure and I’m sure you know too and others do. It’s that thing where people say you are not alone and that’s all very well but I used to think, well what good does that do me if I’m not getting help. If things aren’t helping me get better. Sometimes I don’t mind as long as other people are happy, but I kick myself because I don’t do that anymore.
You have always been such a lovely person and I don’t care if you have a massive queue at the May MCM, and I have the tournament I have to do, I’m going to make the time and give you a massive hug. And if you don’t read this, you’ll just get a nice surprise and think I’m strange for crying onto you, IT’S K.
fyi I probably won’t cry I just feel like doing so right now.