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I’m going to

  • go to college everyday
  • possibly spend at least 4 hours in college every day,
  • even on the designated 2 hour days to
  • do well in college
  • get fit
  • eat well and
  • not be fat
  • have daily routine maybe for the fitness
  • not sleep at ridiculous times or
  • wake up in time for stuff
  • maybe this means I don’t need to go back on antidepressants that would be sweeeet
  • and maybe this means I’ll stop being such a bitch to everyone and quit the antisocial shite
  • get the new laptop and talk to people and thank them and love them and just be good
  • not forget this and/or be too sad and demotivated to do anything ever and then fail everything and cry and kill myself hot damn

They don’t seem a lot or to be very hard goals but they’re hella difficult for me. I’ve got the support from friends and family and college so
I got dis.

Side note: What people don’t seem to understand is that I use my #actualblogs to document my feelings at a certain time, though I may not like to reread what I write, I find it helpful to have a written document of it. I understand this is all online and a bit shitty but when laptops break or whatever then you lose them. These on here have been going on for 3 years or so now, and it’s just been helpful. It’s either that, that it forces me to be coherent in my thought patterns in order to even put it in print, (internet print) as everything’s rather messed up right now. or it acts as a task sheet for things I want to remember, such as this current one here. Do with this what you will, apart from have a go at me for this because all I need right now is help. Also don’t quote or read anything I write, talking to me about it is fine, but I’m embarrassed so.

Tags: actualblogs

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pikanyuu:

Ezreal is too handsome to do' are you fucking kidding me Flame……

hnnng Flame, Watch is a qt too asdfghjkl

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faeriefountain:

peachsticks:

320k:

what the FUCK is that hideous yellow circle in the sky

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spirknado:

singeranimal:

melmariesparrow:

Bard looked more like Orlando Bloom than Orlando Bloom looked like Orlando Bloom

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THANK YOU. SOMEONE ELSE SAID IT.

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meanplastic:

did tumblr user ‘pizza’ send that message?

meanplastic:

did tumblr user ‘pizza’ send that message?

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dragondicks:

tastefullyoffensive:

Tall cat vs. a pile of cat [via]

i feel like this image is a perfect summary of biodiversity

dragondicks:

tastefullyoffensive:

Tall cat vs. a pile of cat [via]

i feel like this image is a perfect summary of biodiversity

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I should clarify that reading through my posts, I declare love for everyone, particularly guys, but I SHOULD CLARIFY, the things I’ve said haven’t changed and I’m glad I felt that way and shit happened because shit happened but how I felt will have been the same so fuck you if I sound gay

no one ever talk to me about what I wRITE EVER I SWEAR TO GOD